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# #88 We're gonna be here for a while
- URL: https://www.citrusexists.com/88-were-gonna-be-here-for-a-while/
- Published: 2026-06-10T19:56:56.000Z
- Updated: 2026-06-10T19:56:56.000Z
- Author: CitrusExists
- Tags: PixelArt

First time someone I don't know actually visits this place, and I disappear for 3 weeks. Great job, Citrus...

What happened? I tried to make more Eggo, had like 4 tries, and they all went so bad that I just gave up. 

I don't know why. I might shit on myself here a lot, but I'm normally, I'm difficult to stop. When I want to do something, pray for everything that stands in my way.

But for some reason, pixels hit different. I may just be too emotional about it, I can't keep these walls that normally let me get through the worst situations. 

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/06/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-06-10-205552.png)

Honestly, I don't have any solution at this point. Just do not stop, Citrus. We will figure something out. 

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/06/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-06-10-205605.png)

Bringing Ide to life was the best decision I made on this journey. I can just pixel her without any stakes. I still try, want her to look good, but I don't feel so bad when I fail.

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/06/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-06-10-205712.png)

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/06/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-06-10-205723.png)

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/06/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-06-10-205808.png)

The only success of these past 3 weeks, I wanted to stop here. Clothes are still my biggest enemy, but I have to try to get better, and I did.

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/06/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-06-10-205819.png)

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/06/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-06-10-205830.png)

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/06/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-06-10-205838.png)

She looks like a cute little rebel.

Not my greatest work, but at least it's here. This break wasn't 3 months long, like the last one. That means something, right? ...right?

Oki, that's all. When I discover how to get the mental fortitude of a tank, I will make sure to share it here. But for now, it's only me.

And you, thank you for being here.