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# #73.1 Endless
- URL: https://www.citrusexists.com/73-1-endless/
- Published: 2026-03-01T21:50:20.000Z
- Updated: 2026-03-01T21:50:20.000Z
- Author: CitrusExists
- Tags: PixelArt

It's one of those days it would be so much easier to just stop, give up. I feel like I'm not doing any good. It would be so much easier to just not continue. 

I know it's just my mind playing tricks on me. I already achieved more than I could ever have imagined, and I still have plans for more! But right now, I can't shake off the feeling that I'm only pretending. That everything that Citrusexists is, is a lie.

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/03/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-03-01-182744.png)

Next time I even think about making something diagonally, please hit me with something heavy in the head. 

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/03/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-03-01-182756.png)

This is such an utter mess, every hair is going a different way, some are affected by gravity, and some aren't. 

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/03/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-03-01-182825.png)

The face got a little slimmer to show that Ide is actually tilting her head, the clothes are purely to help me, orientate. 

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/03/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-03-01-182842.png)

Here it finally starts looking like something. 

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/03/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-03-01-182907.png)

I had no idea what kind of eyes to do. The round ones were almost impossible tilted. 

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/03/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-03-01-182930.png)

In the end, I took inspiration from one of the previous pixels. Square eyes it is.

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/03/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-03-01-183004.png)

They are still not looking as I would like them too, but believe me or not, getting to this point took over 2 hours. 

![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/6d/f0/6df020d6-b03c-4a5b-8644-7e28dcb05753/content/images/2026/03/Zrzut-ekranu-2026-03-01-183016.png)

There is still a lot of work to do, more of a rough sketch than a finished pixel. I will try to finish her tomorrow, but I felt that if I didn't write about it, I would give up.

Sorry for a short post, but that's how I am right now - falling short.